Due to work concerns, I had to take a bit of a break. I may be resuming schedule next week.
Life we wish to remain constant, but only our behavior is our own control. A gift that makes us like Gods, but not THE God. Humility exists for a reason, only to those who seek Chaos above all things believe humility to be weakness.
It has been a while since last we spoke. A lot going on behind the scenes. Retail!? has slowed down, maybe this week I can make more progress. I’ve been streaming on twitch, might change to a different venue later on, I don’t know how streaming to multiple sites works, at the same time Twitch.tv has deleted a LOT of my previous content. I assume that is normal behavior. There might be a limit to how much they will save until they delete it all. Don’t want to save it on youtube for obvious reasons, there are other avenues I am sure. This isn’t a few years ago.
Real Life work is busy. After this post I will be doing that for a few hours tonight. The age of transitions has begun, and perhaps in time, by the end of the year I will be confident to take out a business loan and take over the business. I do plan on making Schwofield into a business. I also have plans for an NPO as well, that might not be until the end of the year as well.
Synthetic Wisdom is still slow, but I am learning to do with whilst sober, streaming is good, it is teaching me a lot about my self, like the fact I do not hate or despise video games, I just have no desire to play them. With Medical Marijuana its easy to ignore the internal cry for self improvement, it doesn’t block it, it just is another expense that is not necessary. My time with psychedelics is over; I am trying to join a church, but even with my studies into Judaism, not a single Church wants to accept me, nor does the Hebrew Faith. It’s sad, that Faith (in God\Hashem) is not enough for someone like me to be accepted, so many years, over a decade of going to Church alone. Looking for a wife as well, to start a family, to be much more masculine. I am working out more, also super organized my office and home.
Now I am trying again, to set an appropriate schedule. Would love to stream math in the morning. I wanted to “learn” programming and that whole AI business, but there is not enough time, and I have quite a but of negative feedback to deal with, part of being human is dealing with baggage from the past. That is why my streams are also about reinforcing the ideas of focus and being able to accomplish what I once thought was impossible. Yes, I am not an artist at the master level of Krahulik or Waterson, even Adams or Straub\Kurtz\Guigar\Kellet, the 4 Horsemen of my Comic-pocalypse. Krahulik will have a special place, he is akin to my Jesus the Christ, and of course my Abraham(Elohim) has to be a collective of the comics I read in the funny pages whilst growing up. Especially Waterson. So many artists, I would love to name them all. The writers helped a great deal as I still struggle with my writing and drawing, art in general.
21 almost 22 years of Existentialism, my internal bread and butter. I have nothing to show (you) the fruits of that labor, and most of that research is gone, stolen, or buried in time. As it was.
I did copy my movie script off my writers laptop, might set it up again, my office\”studio” does not have the space for (one) more piece of equipment. It’s full, and I try to use everything. There is a keyboard in here now; I would like to learn, a touch it a few times, wanting to hook it up to my PC, see what I can record. Going to need a mixer….. see how it never ends? I moved my guitar out of my office, if I had the time, I would learn it all, but my music friend is dead, and with it any desire I had to learn to play an instrument. Perhaps, after I turn Schwofield into a business and get Retail!? moving I will do a bit more, learn to make music for the game… I don’t know. There is not enough time to do it all.
I still have my “spiritual” work that is being accomplished. Not too many masculine performances, but I need to be more masculine. I must do this all alone as my kind is hated by that which currently control the tech and media companies, and it seeks to divide and destroy humanity, there are so many good people in this world. They are under orders not to be good. So I\we pray for . If I could I would type to you forever, dear reader. I do love you, and want you to realize how special you are to me, even though we could never meet. Or should never meet, nor will ever meet. We are to be divided, but you are not alone. I do not want to give up, sometimes I am afraid and sad, and feel alone, but not all the times. Just reminding you that I am a human, we are human, and our work is for a better tomorrow, we mustn’t give up, even when our leaders are wicked tyrants. Their time is coming to an end. It is not just a promise, but the result of (our) work.
We are the forces of Good and Light; Order. Love and Kindness and Understanding are ours. We wish to share this good news and our God with the world, and in time, the fruit will ripen and there shall be no more hunger. I must go now… to work! A big day tomorrow, and I am full of anxiety regarding it. I shouldn’t be, but the first is always the hardest, and this is necessary for growth. Failure and Fear are necessary for evolution and adaptation. The world leaders and their slaves want to destroy us, not because they hate us, or our God, but because they are afraid of us, and covet what they can seem to never have. That is what they tell themselves. That they will never be like us, good and vying for Virtue, but they are misguided, mislead, abused, lost, broken, full of fear and terror. They run away from God(Hashem) because they do not want to be in fixed. They want to be empty, yet we, the Sons and Daughters of God wish only for ourselves, our loved ones, and all of humanity (cosmos) to
Remain in Light.
Real quick, many chores to do, then back to Retail.
Mark III was a success, and it might be the final prototype, no major changes. Abilities haven’t come into play, but that will be in the final polish. Two games so far, now I need to update my print lists with art, then work on some kind of placeholder card design. There is quite a bit of art needed, 300 custom card for the Alpha, and the release will have 1 more store added, while one gets moved away, so 360 cards, all custom portraits and card fronts. I could go the Illuminati way and forgo art, then if there is any interest, I could find a way to make it work.
Until then, I still have some issues with TTS, namely getting my first deck in. The art is messed up on the cards, I need to spend more time, which I will do, after putting away the clean dishes and putting dirty ones in the dish washer. That Kitchen o’ mine needs a cleanin’, perhaps during the week. Oh well, I’m rambling, so I’ll let you all here. Thank you for all of you support, I wish you all success and happiness and a return to Order and Virtue so that we all may ascend into and
Remain in Light.
It appears the damage to my Surface is not caused by me, but by internal pressure building from a battery. I’ve spoken with Microsoft and they are “investigating” the issue, while charging for a replacement since I am no longer under warranty.
Just finished moving my documents off, I got my Clip Studio license key forwarded to my work account. I will be without a Surface Tablet for however long it takes to get a replacement. I do have an old wacom bamboo tablet that I will be using in the meantime, but that I will a little time to set up.
I really liked this surface a lot; I pray I get a new one asap.
I do realize there are political rumblings and grumblings. My Oath demands that I cannot assist unless asked, there is a reason for this, as I am here to help, not take over, that might not be the case depending on who exactly humanity is dealing with. Many of us were not told until it was too late. It’s still not too later, but those at the top, are insane, as was projected. It sucks being clairvoyant at times, especially when I do not believe in such things. Belief is a powerful tool, and when you are not sure what you believe, you will fall for anything and everything.
A comic or two before I send it in, its a shame, I liked this a lot, but it appears that Verizon and Microsoft are experiencing expanding battery issues that sometimes burst into flames, I hope im not that far away, I think the issue is charging. Developers don’t know how to regulate charge effectively. Electric Cars can be quickly charged to half capacity, but after that, the length of time to charge up to 100% or 99.9999% grows longer and longer. The problem with Cultural Marxism is that they expect “science” to have all of the issues, but in reality, greed helps the ruling party turn a blind eye to the technical and actual difficulties and the fact that the majority of their proposals are neither based in reality, nor do we, humanity have the technical know-how to build their utopia that is based entirely on fiction and moves and theories from “philosophers”. I am a philosopher, I have theories, I also have the ace of swords with me at all times. I may not be rich and powerful, but what is the point if the rich and powerful destroy their own land, people, and economy JUST to stay in power. All will be sacrificed for their theories of how much corruption a people and a system can take before it utterly collapses, the problem with critical race theory is that it no longer has a genuine or true look on history, or any subject really, it blames anyone and everyone and changes history to fit the blame. Those who talk of Truth under that kind of Tyranny are always removed, they are called terrorists, or bigots, their help is not wanted, because their help would lead to the Tyrants admitting they made a mistake.
This is why, the blue bloods, i.e. the ruling class is no longer considered human. They are too powerful to uphold any virtues, so they replace goodness and law with fear and terror. Everyone else is wrong, and they are right, all the time, and nobody will ever be their equal, even among themselves. They are the hypocrites that kill and get killed because they choose power and greed over what we, as a collective need to have, in a functioning society of law and order, so that all of “humanity” and not the Tyrants in fine clothes and painted faces and professional clowning religious accessories , can and will
Remain in Light.
Going to be quick now, have to clean up the dishes, drink the rest of my tea, then head out and print Retail!? The comic will be in black and white, I can already tell. This means I need to get into hatching and such, I’ll see what I can do. Perhaps start adding dimension on the characters, to help them stand out more. Also this means a return to comic bubbles. I’ll continue handwriting the letters though. It’s more practice, that is what this comic is, and always shall be.
Thank you so much God\Hashem for allowing me to get this far. As I might have stated, I have the next 9 or so comics in my sketchbook, most of them writing too, the ones that aren’t writing.. will get the spur of the moment treatment. There is not enough time to sit and compose excellence, plus, its read in about 15 seconds or less, and I need to cut this down to an hour exactly, make it easier to do before work. Get my morning schedule back. We shall see though.
I was going to leave this up, but really what’s the point? Just finish this and moove on to the next thing. Thank you again, dear Reader, and our God for making this possible. To Him do I kneel and serve, and for you, Dear Reader, I wish and pray only success and good things, and the resistance of Chaos, as well as our leaders waking up to reality and stop promoting Chaos for profit. Thank you ever so much, without you, it would be impossible to
Remain in Light.