Schwofield

That is the goal. After a couple of decades with the “occult” or at least learning about it, I realize that it’s never enough, and unless you are a very special person or born in the right family, any gifts received will be at a cost. That cost can only be seen without eyes and without ears. I retreat in Christ for a healing that would never occur outside of Christ. I still remember my conversations with a thing that never tells the truth.

Demons are like politicians: promises, deceit, and treachery are the fruits of their labor. That is not to say all politicians are like that, but in this world of antiChrist, the only politicians that are allowed to exist are ones that are corrupt. The good ones are killed and stopped. To think that humans are driving the will to self destruction, the individual is, and the indidual brings it all down, with thoughts, words and deeds.

What is not being told in the “media” is the killing of Christians, especially those of the True Faith, that have been killed and ignored, even by other Christians who pretend (we) do not exist. I never knew I could get this close to Christ, and even better I never knew I could do it with fellowship where we help each other, not trying to gain more power by some vain demon that larps as a God.

“Lord Jesus Christ, Have Mercy Upon Me, a Sinner.”

Pride is the greatest of all the sin, because it is near impossible to recognize, let alone deal with properly. That is why humility and service to humanity is needed. I serve my Church as best as I can give my limited time. I am ‘needed’ in so many areas that I can only choose certain battles.

Only with Prayer do I get much better at feeling better. Way better than marijuana or any other false drug or idea from the “mental health community” that denies demons but promotes self-mutilation. There is a saying among the protestants “the Greatest trick the devil ever pulled was convincing the world He doesn’t exist.” In watching the corruption in the DNC, and the allowance by the Department of Defense and Justice, watching “Satan” manifest before our very eyes. Working in technology, I can more easily see the anti or substitute Christ activity of those with power, money, and influence. The true “””Satanists””” do not look like their Hollywood version. Neither do demons or angels for that matter. Or space. Nothing that Hollywood or the Advertisement media portrays is real. It’s all a fantasy, to sell products and services for the sponsor.

Alfred Hitchcock Presents is on Peacock. Watching that and watching what is called media now, the insanity, where a person can call themselves a name and identify as it, but when another person uses that same word, that other person can be arrested for wrong think and attacked by the “media.” This is also known as having a ‘Glass jaw’ mentality. To live as an identity rather than a full human being, that is what the corrupt and tyrants always want. Do they work with demons? Who can say.

All we can ever do is Judge a man by the fruit of his labors.

I wish to end my sin, first to recognize it, then to seize it, then ignore it as I pick up much more beneficial behaviors that help not only my self but others. Men need my help. Men need other men, not women to help them. Women are great, but my time with a certain entity as shown me that Women are not as strong as they portray themselves to be. Women need men, and men need women. But if Men have bad relationships with other men, or toxic relationships, or ones built only on hedonism, no foundation can be built. I have so many Brothers in Christ that I wish to help.

Once the Pagans find out the intellectual side of the True faith, and the finally recognize their old companions real face (identity) they will be a great asset. When humanity comes together in Christ, a Great thing has occurred, a future is secured and freedom as well as true joy can be fully realized. I do hope you have a good fast for the Dormition of the Theotokosos. I’ve always liked fasting, this fasting is different, and I am getting older, things feel different now. Which is why prayer and fasting is important for spiritual growth and finally having a foundation to stand upon.

The world of man is the world of the substitute Christ. Most are not openly against Christ, but most have ideas and theories that have already been debunked by the True Church a long time ago. Including Arianism. We want to be the main character, we want to be God, we want to be something we never were and never will be. We want to deny the gift given to us, because most of the time it has been denied or in the very unfortunate, taken. Innocence once lost can never be returned.

Some become bitter by the abuse, so they take it out on others. They become a nightmare that breeds demons that help the corrupt politicians and secret police destroy the world. The boots need examples of goodness and light, and prayer. Not vanities and deceit, the princes and kings of the world need to convince the world that they are God, because they are just as broken and afraid as everyone else. The problem is they believe that if their people Worship him as a God (nearly every politician believes himself and herself a GodKing\Queen) because they see humanity(humility) as a weakness. They would have to step down and say the most powerful worlds in the human language, next to “I don’t know.” Which is “I’m sorry, please forgive me.” and actually mean it.

The media shows false apologies, false stories, false tears, false elections, false leaders… all crafted by individuals who believe themself to be above all humans around them. They are above us all and must be worshiped by them. THAT Demon has been around for a long time.

It should be said that the greatest trick that psychiatry pulled was concving the world that demons do not exist, so they can sell more drugs and therapy, often times creating more in the process, and even worse, becoming a home for demons. Most people who study the mind believe themselves superior to others, or that no one will be able to help them. They deny Christ so they can feel like they and they alone are saving the world.

That is Christ and the Churchs job. If you believe that Christ exists only in the form that Hollywood protrays. I am sorry, we were decived by the same (antiChrist) people that promote pornography and masturbation as way of social control and of course imbuing people with demons while abusing the talent. Pornography has created a massive health problem, mental, physical, and spiritual, as well as emotional.

To watch a leader declare a national health crisis for 27000 cases worldwide, while Pornography has destroyed hundreds of millions of men and women, and it continues to do so, is further proof that everything Jesus and the true Church (not Gnosticism, Arianism and the other heresies of vanity) is absolutely True.

When you find out that same people who are pornography are connected to Epstein and college textbook publishing who are also connected to the same group that believes that Samson Option is a sane or a good one.

When a leader of Israel or a person who claims to be a “Jew” mentions the Samson Option as a viable choice, rather than defaulting to the God that created them, while those same people mention Torah, yet Torah from what I’ve read and what little tidbits of the finest gold from the quality Orthodox Rabbis, the real ones, does not justify the Samson Option, or Epstein or the majority of the behavior. That is their right to rebel against their “God”, which is also my God. I choose not to ignore Him.

Christ is King, but not of this earthly world of pain and sorrow and loneliness. This place, is a trap, and there is only one way out, through Christ. The more I pray and suffer, the more I understand. There is so much more to learn about and so little time, so very little time, and so many people to help. So very little time.

The Bridegroom approaches. Repent now, before it’s too late. Make the world a better place in the meantime.

Don’t be like the corrupt satanists of Israel or American governments and their militaries and intelligence and defenders, they all failed humanity because they do not choose Christ. They are an example of what happens when you substitute materialism(pain) which we never truly know the source instead of Christ Jesus. The source is known.

Ask and you shall receive.

No other human doctrine has this, and the demons come at a price. The Upanishads were waiting for this very moment in time.

Distance is only a limitation if you are stuck in a particular physical form.

Let us walk together with Christ and help the world

Remain in Light.

The Path of the Catechumen.

A lot of is going on. Most of it self examination, and prayer. Almost nonstop.
Forgive me, a sinner. The Trinity is such a powerful and wonderful experience, through Christ Jesus, who overcame Death. I think if the public knew about the miracles of the Church they would come running and abandon their nets of deceit.

Especially in this time, where it appears, a time of great calamity and sustained chaotic forces. Antichrist in nature, it is a wonderful thing to know that there the “concepts” that are given to us to correct our behavior. It’s not so much as going against Christ, but the in substitute of Christ, Jesus, the only realistic way of facing that which Created Us. All of Creation.

There is so much confusion and hurt, caused by the idea that One person is their own God of their own universe. Ego worshipping at its highest. Pride is the sin. Why is life not to ones expectations? In the East the matter is looked at an entirely different way, but the outcome is just the same. We all *fear* a day- the day, of Destruction, when its all taken away. The source of existential dread.

Death is there. Hell is behind Death. Fear gives Hell Strength. Hell is never fully overcome. I am still testing this, Brothers and Sisters in Christ. I am involved in alot of activity behind the scenes. I would like to continue making comics, but the goal is one of “sobriety” in creation. Facing an internal foe that is very great, a Shadow Truth of my own. Decades in the making. Oh the Hubris of man, the yearn for God constantly, but the sorrows of the flesh bring about suffering and anguish of not only ones self, but another. Eve, Man’s neighbor. To be always treated with respect and service, because one never knows whether or not one is dealing with a man or an angel.

The Lord works in mysterious ways, no man knows the complete ruleset of reality. Patterns can be exposed and manipulated, but entire breadth and depth, part of ones individual journey to receive the invitation to the Wedding Feast! Do not think that time and space exist only as you can see it. Everyone is invited. Christ and His True Church heals AND saves AND serves humanity. Gods Grace.

I cannot speak of the Faith I am falling in Love with each day and with each Prayer. I wonder many things, and I also see how dangerous my imagination has become. So many flaws, I at times feel like the greatest sinner in the world. Not because I seek Humility, but because of the spots on my soul caused by my activity both voluntary and involuntary. Prayer is the most powerful form of Therapy, along with a Church Father and Fellowship with Men and the Body of Christ: the Church. The Holy Spirit Incarnate through the Flesh and Blood of Man, given the very breath of Christ, to heal the world and case out Demons, who have never left. Psychiatry and Psychology are tools to hide man from God, there is insight yes, but Demons provide insight and help, all they want is for you to turn away from Christ, more and more. Either towards the Self or something else, it matters not.

Communion, Trinity, Church.. it’s all starting to come together. There is so much to read, a thousand lifetimes would not suffice, and even now, a great Gift is about to be given unto the world. The Holy Spirit (Jesus Christ) is enough already, but the righteous cry out for deliverance from the unrighteous and lawless.

I know see the technocrats, the Singularists as “Dirt Worshipers”. They have a desire to combine with their environment rather than finding freedom from Death in Christ. Freedom from the past. Baptism is more powerful than any “AI”\environment merging can be, as Communion with the Body of Christ, is how one communes with the God that created all of reality. Pride is incredibly powerful and hard to deal with.

So far I have not read anything about the Angels falling from Heaven, which sort of complicates the Story of Salvation, but then again the beginning concepts and the History is still where I am at. I do not have time to devote hours and hours of my life to reading Holy Texts and Scripture and Pray 24/7.

I do want to continue Synthetic Wisdom. I do not know if the Church will allow it. I am trying to get the blessing for my Game as well.

Speaking of which, hopefully this Thursday I can get some work done on it. I am missing the instruction manual (finished) and to redo the Event cards after I have played the game enough. 50 cards, technically I’ve done 5 already, but in my head I am going over the cards and how I want to word them, this is where I need to create a schedule, just do a few at a time. A little each day.

Or on Thursday, maybe a lot more…

I hope I get to play, its Fellowship with other Men. It’s so very important that Men hang out with other men. It’s why the worlds power has become inverted and is crumbling at a rapid pace. The world is suffering, and it SEEMs like its being done on purpose to “force” God to make a “move”. “Quotes”.

If it were possible it would be foolish. I do not speak for God, but I try to not force anyone to do anything. I was to “Ask and it Shall be Given.”.

I try to return the Favor to others who ask of me, I try to give to them as much as I can. Since I am in need of healing, my productivity and creativity (see also wasting seed, the precious Gift from God that makes us Co-Creators with Him, a chance to share in His Joy of Being a Father[See the Church])also suffers. I must make the Satanists happy because I wallow in suffering and have not really succeeded.

My Generation and the those after me, and crumbling as well. Do we all wish to be consumed?

How can I speak of the Holy Spirit, or Suffering when I numb myself?

Forgive me, my Brothers and Sisters in Christ, for any errors or mistakes I may have cased you.
I look forward to this new moment in life. There is much more to come. I cannot be afraid. My the Lord my God confound and consume my enemies; my struggle doesn’t need any additional assistance. It is I who must choose. Each and everyone of use makes the choice.
It is late.

This is long.

So very Long. Forgive me again.
Thank you dear Readers, for all of your Love and Support. I do have a loose idea of what I would like this story to be, I laugh at the idea of making it into a “movie”. Or if I am to abandon this entirely for God, then so be it.

Thank you again, and may God Bless us all so that we all

Remain in Light.