Schwofield

This has been very productive. I lost the A/C in my office on July 4th, and have not been able to work in the office for long periods of time in the hottest part of the day, which is coming up.

Luckily I had just gotten my Surface back up and running, so I am working without my server on for the most part, it generates too much heat. I need to do a lot of cleaning before the crew arrives tomorrow morning. Tonight I have a lot scheduled.

Good news! Retail!? has just finished its 3rd redesign, and I have gotten everything set up in NanDeck to start printing. I haven’t made the PDFs yet, I will try to build the decks on this Surface, hopefully it can do the job.

The comic will continue this week. Retail is set up so a team can begin polishing it up, all I have to do is print, play, then make the information material printable, then I can talk with the printers.

I can then connect with my friend, give him options, then start collecting art for the portraits. My first run might not even have portraits. I just want the game printed.

Real work, there are things I need to do, that takes precedence and focus Once I have A/C I will want to work out again. That is the worst part about not having a/c, when you work out, you don’t cool down as fast. I am not outside doing PT drills, yet, I need to work up to that. Need to also get my schedule back. In the service industry it’s hard to have a schedule, been doing this for almost seven years now, but the lack of discipline has made it seem like its not even been seven months!

Reading the Chumash is helping, but there are other habits from the past I am trying to rid myself of, not because they are evil or bad, or immoral, just wasting time trying to cope and deal with stress. The stronger you become, the stronger the offspring and next generations will be. It’s a balance, and the goal of life is to maintain a noble heart rather than have all the power in the world, but no soul or humanity to enjoy it.

It’s like winning an election only because the media lied about the opponent and promoted domestic terrorism unless their party was elected. Just like Saddams 100% election victories, all hollow and meaningless because you had to sacrifice all that made you human, all for power that is fleeting.

The Glass Bloods do not like that kind of power.

I am not a Glass Blood, I am a human being. I come in the name of the King, Adonai Echad, but I have my matters of faith to contend with, same with my existentialism. There is something here for you. Dear Reader, I wish you and your family\friends good health and the corrupt government and businesses to step down and beg for forgiveness and find the better way that you and I need to search for, because the government, military, tech, and media\medicine industries don’t want a better way, they want power, at all cost.

We, the people have Love.

They, our overseers, only have fear, terror, and hollow ceremonies as well as mercenary loyalties. When the party cannot pay its own members anymore, it will feast upon itself.

That is not for you or I. I love you, God Loves You; you will overcome. You will be proud of being male or female, being human, and rising up the petty divisions of the past, and the exploitations of the present by the same people that demand that domestic terrorism and legal matters without the law while giving the pharmaceutical industry legal immunity, are the way to keep their party going. They cannot afford it, which is why they have to lie and deceive all the time.

You, live in the Truth, so that we may all

Remain in Light.

It has been a while since last we spoke. A lot going on behind the scenes. Retail!? has slowed down, maybe this week I can make more progress. I’ve been streaming on twitch, might change to a different venue later on, I don’t know how streaming to multiple sites works, at the same time Twitch.tv has deleted a LOT of my previous content. I assume that is normal behavior. There might be a limit to how much they will save until they delete it all. Don’t want to save it on youtube for obvious reasons, there are other avenues I am sure. This isn’t a few years ago.

Real Life work is busy. After this post I will be doing that for a few hours tonight. The age of transitions has begun, and perhaps in time, by the end of the year I will be confident to take out a business loan and take over the business. I do plan on making Schwofield into a business. I also have plans for an NPO as well, that might not be until the end of the year as well.

Synthetic Wisdom is still slow, but I am learning to do with whilst sober, streaming is good, it is teaching me a lot about my self, like the fact I do not hate or despise video games, I just have no desire to play them. With Medical Marijuana its easy to ignore the internal cry for self improvement, it doesn’t block it, it just is another expense that is not necessary. My time with psychedelics is over; I am trying to join a church, but even with my studies into Judaism, not a single Church wants to accept me, nor does the Hebrew Faith. It’s sad, that Faith (in God\Hashem) is not enough for someone like me to be accepted, so many years, over a decade of going to Church alone. Looking for a wife as well, to start a family, to be much more masculine. I am working out more, also super organized my office and home.

Now I am trying again, to set an appropriate schedule. Would love to stream math in the morning. I wanted to “learn” programming and that whole AI business, but there is not enough time, and I have quite a but of negative feedback to deal with, part of being human is dealing with baggage from the past. That is why my streams are also about reinforcing the ideas of focus and being able to accomplish what I once thought was impossible. Yes, I am not an artist at the master level of Krahulik or Waterson, even Adams or Straub\Kurtz\Guigar\Kellet, the 4 Horsemen of my Comic-pocalypse. Krahulik will have a special place, he is akin to my Jesus the Christ, and of course my Abraham(Elohim) has to be a collective of the comics I read in the funny pages whilst growing up. Especially Waterson. So many artists, I would love to name them all. The writers helped a great deal as I still struggle with my writing and drawing, art in general.

21 almost 22 years of Existentialism, my internal bread and butter. I have nothing to show (you) the fruits of that labor, and most of that research is gone, stolen, or buried in time. As it was.

I did copy my movie script off my writers laptop, might set it up again, my office\”studio” does not have the space for (one) more piece of equipment. It’s full, and I try to use everything. There is a keyboard in here now; I would like to learn, a touch it a few times, wanting to hook it up to my PC, see what I can record. Going to need a mixer….. see how it never ends? I moved my guitar out of my office, if I had the time, I would learn it all, but my music friend is dead, and with it any desire I had to learn to play an instrument. Perhaps, after I turn Schwofield into a business and get Retail!? moving I will do a bit more, learn to make music for the game… I don’t know. There is not enough time to do it all.

I still have my “spiritual” work that is being accomplished. Not too many masculine performances, but I need to be more masculine. I must do this all alone as my kind is hated by that which currently control the tech and media companies, and it seeks to divide and destroy humanity, there are so many good people in this world. They are under orders not to be good. So I\we pray for . If I could I would type to you forever, dear reader. I do love you, and want you to realize how special you are to me, even though we could never meet. Or should never meet, nor will ever meet. We are to be divided, but you are not alone. I do not want to give up, sometimes I am afraid and sad, and feel alone, but not all the times. Just reminding you that I am a human, we are human, and our work is for a better tomorrow, we mustn’t give up, even when our leaders are wicked tyrants. Their time is coming to an end. It is not just a promise, but the result of (our) work.

We are the forces of Good and Light; Order. Love and Kindness and Understanding are ours. We wish to share this good news and our God with the world, and in time, the fruit will ripen and there shall be no more hunger. I must go now… to work! A big day tomorrow, and I am full of anxiety regarding it. I shouldn’t be, but the first is always the hardest, and this is necessary for growth. Failure and Fear are necessary for evolution and adaptation. The world leaders and their slaves want to destroy us, not because they hate us, or our God, but because they are afraid of us, and covet what they can seem to never have. That is what they tell themselves. That they will never be like us, good and vying for Virtue, but they are misguided, mislead, abused, lost, broken, full of fear and terror. They run away from God(Hashem) because they do not want to be in fixed. They want to be empty, yet we, the Sons and Daughters of God wish only for ourselves, our loved ones, and all of humanity (cosmos) to

Remain in Light.

It appears the damage to my Surface is not caused by me, but by internal pressure building from a battery. I’ve spoken with Microsoft and they are “investigating” the issue, while charging for a replacement since I am no longer under warranty.

Just finished moving my documents off, I got my Clip Studio license key forwarded to my work account. I will be without a Surface Tablet for however long it takes to get a replacement. I do have an old wacom bamboo tablet that I will be using in the meantime, but that I will a little time to set up.

I really liked this surface a lot; I pray I get a new one asap.

I do realize there are political rumblings and grumblings. My Oath demands that I cannot assist unless asked, there is a reason for this, as I am here to help, not take over, that might not be the case depending on who exactly humanity is dealing with. Many of us were not told until it was too late. It’s still not too later, but those at the top, are insane, as was projected. It sucks being clairvoyant at times, especially when I do not believe in such things. Belief is a powerful tool, and when you are not sure what you believe, you will fall for anything and everything.

A comic or two before I send it in, its a shame, I liked this a lot, but it appears that Verizon and Microsoft are experiencing expanding battery issues that sometimes burst into flames, I hope im not that far away, I think the issue is charging. Developers don’t know how to regulate charge effectively. Electric Cars can be quickly charged to half capacity, but after that, the length of time to charge up to 100% or 99.9999% grows longer and longer. The problem with Cultural Marxism is that they expect “science” to have all of the issues, but in reality, greed helps the ruling party turn a blind eye to the technical and actual difficulties and the fact that the majority of their proposals are neither based in reality, nor do we, humanity have the technical know-how to build their utopia that is based entirely on fiction and moves and theories from “philosophers”. I am a philosopher, I have theories, I also have the ace of swords with me at all times. I may not be rich and powerful, but what is the point if the rich and powerful destroy their own land, people, and economy JUST to stay in power. All will be sacrificed for their theories of how much corruption a people and a system can take before it utterly collapses, the problem with critical race theory is that it no longer has a genuine or true look on history, or any subject really, it blames anyone and everyone and changes history to fit the blame. Those who talk of Truth under that kind of Tyranny are always removed, they are called terrorists, or bigots, their help is not wanted, because their help would lead to the Tyrants admitting they made a mistake.

This is why, the blue bloods, i.e. the ruling class is no longer considered human. They are too powerful to uphold any virtues, so they replace goodness and law with fear and terror. Everyone else is wrong, and they are right, all the time, and nobody will ever be their equal, even among themselves. They are the hypocrites that kill and get killed because they choose power and greed over what we, as a collective need to have, in a functioning society of law and order, so that all of “humanity” and not the Tyrants in fine clothes and painted faces and professional clowning religious accessories , can and will

Remain in Light.