I will try to post at least one a week. What day? Tuesdays look the best for me.
Monday night I’ll sketch and write, then Tuesday I ink and color (the backgrounds). The ideal is every single day, but thats not possible given a few factors. Instead, its a never give up webcomic.
I’ve noticed my handwriting has gotten pretty bad lately. I’m still nursing an injury which makes writing by hand uncomfortable. That and I don’t have a good position to write. Some changes need to be made. Getting my health back is tantamount. What happened? I impinged a nerve, and perhaps had some organ damage. After that I got minor food poisoning. Oh, it was not a good couple of months. I’ve spent quite of money trying to repair myself, and enlisted a lot of help from friends. The result is a new diet of no wheat, cheese, or sugar. Sugar was the easiest to cut out as I did that a while ago. Life without sugar is amazing! My mind and emotions feel like they are much easier to control.
Fruit tastes sweeter, too! I have never had a fresh cranberry until this year, and now I have handfuls with every meal. Delicious. I’ve always liked tart things, so this was a no brainer.
No more wheat and cheese. Invisalign has killed a lot of my desire for different foods, as well as any useless snacking, so now the new goal is try to get the most nutricious and fiber packed meal possible. Potatoes for starch, and brown rice for the fiber. Salad greens are mixed with everything. I used to laugh at the idea of the KFC bowl, and now with I make my own mashup of salad and entree combined. My desert is cranberries.
The new goal is to incorporate more vegetables, my area doesn’t have much diversity when it comes to the greens, so I do what I can when I can. Of course as the same time I’ve been eating more ginger and tumeric, I just wish the other health items weren’t so expensive. Since work won’t be able to pay me more, the only logical move is to work on side projects.
Phase 1.2 of the scripts is at the 45% mark. It has stalled, since I cannot drink beer and eat at the local taphouse (not in my diet), and I only drink one glass of Merlot with my meal to for health. I had two glasses at a KeyForge party at Durocs, and that pushed some limits that I don’t to push, thankfully I left 5 hours after I had my drinks so I was sober. I don’t like that drunk feeling any more, I’m not a kid.
The script was stalled because of my injury and trying to get as much rest as possible. In the meantime I got some strips up. I will endeavor to do more, as I know you would appreciate a better schedule. The strips take away my creative energy for my essays which I have had to hold up on because of the internal stress they were causing me. They are not ignored entirely, but since my sources are being compromised and silenced, this means I have to rely on more intuition to compose them, and my intuition is very taxing on me during this time.
I really do need to finish this script before the end of the year and get it in the hands of the producer(s), so I can begin the next phase, of collecting the people and getting ready for where this will take me. In the real world, I am also shifting gears at work and learning a new product, which means my current clients will have a better future. I would like to run the business and the get my creative works done at the same time, which is great from the producers because that means I won’t need to paid a lot of money. The voice actors and writers are easy to obtain, and it looks like I will have to direct it, as the director I wanted won’t be able to fulfill writing\acting and directing as well his other duties.
I do have one person in mind for a very crucial position, but I cannot make an offer yet without my producers approval. This person involves the second greatest leap of faith after my self. I do believe that I can get the entire movie done in about a years time, so with any luck Christmas of next year will be my release date. I’ll even take a Spring release of 2020 if it comes to it, but there is so much to do, and I have to keep doing all of this by myself. It’s been like this for so many decades. The area in which I live does not have many creatives that want to work with a philosopher such as my self. I’m a dick, I know it. I try to be nice when I can, but I’m not used to working with people, and I’ve never really worked with a group of people on a creative project since high school and before that, which was nearly 18 years ago. I’m an old man. I hope not too old for Love. Which is the principle behind this project.
So much information to share, and so little time. I cannot give too much or the audience will be overwhelmed. It’s all about limits and boundaries and accepting them. It sucks, I feel so very alone in my creative endeavors. I hope it doesn’t stay like this as I allowed myself to become easily discouraged. That’s why I have to make new changes both in diet and exercise, as well in processes that lead towards my greatest adversary: self discipline. If I could ask the archangel Gabriel for one thing, it would be to help me with a much greater self discipline so I can finally complete my goals.
In the meantime, I will try to get you more comics, and hopefully at some point, get that “script” finished. I have so many projects that I am overwhelmed by them. The solution: Project Management.
Some minor health issues have popped up, which is going to delay my writing a bit. I plan on working on it this weekend and hopefully getting it all done. Thanks to government subsidies corruption, I have to wait a few more weeks until I can enroll in Obama care, then in 2019, I can start seeing medical professionals. Until then, its more highly modified diet, and on the plus side more exercise.
I’m forcing a lot of creativity to go into bringing a script back from the “dead”. My target goal is to have it finished by Halloween, and while the writers are working on it, I will be selling it. I’d like to also do some video projects, not to be an e-celebrity but to have more discussions and give some NPAs some air time and views that the 2 major parties usually usurp. I want America to stop voting for the two party system, and start voting for people again.
Also, something with digital currencies too. Politics and finance for the internet, and faith bases initiatives for the “troops”. There is SOOO much work to be done, and I am alone as of now. This is how it has to be…for now. I still wish you good luck and success on all of your projects.
Hopefully I get to dabble with power shell more and start to learn its secrets. I want to do it all, but fun mental malaise and time constituents are the greatest problems. The second being no time to cut loose. I have to make up for my “lost” years, as many millennials are trying to cope with.
Gotta run, I don’t want to be out all night. Just for a few hours.
One of the hardest things for any ego or idea of creation to conceive is its own existence. It spends most of its life time enthralled by the senses it loses sight of the big picture. How does this help the common man? It is just one of the many paths to a certain kind of freedom. The ultimate freedom, of course. Its the only outcome for such thinking.
Continuing on that path is another thing entirely, and in each individual it manifests in the reality around and through the practitioner. Perhaps you use it to reach success and profit, that would be great if we all did that, instead of using that time for profit and success at the expense of others reality. Either torture or starving to death. Both are ripe full of metaphors.
What isn’t, what shouldn’t be, what has to be; and what won’t always be? Do these all share the same answer(s)? How many of those are based on the senses? Why do I ask so many questions all at once?
To simply ask what is reality is incorrect, to ask what comprises my reality is correct. Even husks and machines are able to ask that question because their birth is not the same, there could be similarities, but differences would arise also.
Humans though, thrive on keeping its tribes isolated and strong, inclusive yet warm unless threatened. Once offended the tribe should not be quick to open communication unless the offender has redeem itself. Justice. The scales of balance. If grudges persist, then Justice was not carried out. For the entire existential construct should do its job and end a matter once and for all, so that new matters could be attended to.
Truth and Courage combine to create Justice, as it can only be weighed with real evidence and reliable sources. Of a truth, there does not seem to many reliable sources in this day in age. It can be restored quite easily, in the manner of self understanding or Know Thyself, self awareness also known as To Thine Own Self be True, family or blood, which is to Establish good and strong roots to bear quality fruit, each transaction with your neighbor who hopefully has also reached this level last, rather than missing some kind of liberation from “foreign” and/or “domestic” influence[s] with the Self of all Selves.
That knowing unknowable, that barrier right after awareness of existence. This was the Deity creation and destruction power each human was granted as part or the whole of the gift of life. It’s a shame to give it away. There are many layers of wrappings, that once done, cannot be repaired. That “innocence” is gone.
To take away anothers gift, even for a little while, what cures the foundation of Justice. Do the right thing.
In America, its own Department of Justice is presenting a show before the world. A spectacular and frightening show. The corruption is just part of the deception. What lies behind it all? Most importantly, who lies behind it all?
Americans are realizing their own government has set up a great deal of its own disaster, with stolen consent from the people. Stolen being, choices manipulated to cause many desired outcomes of decay and chaos. What was the sacrifice for?
I can only really see in metaphors. Right now, there is so much Chaos, and so little Order, nor love to repair this Great Imbalance. Some of my posits are slightly subdued and greatly exaggerated by the English language. It’s an interesting language. It’s a great way to contain ones own chaos.
It is not perfect, but it is efficient and it gets the job done for my liking. This is all existential research. Over twelve years in the making. These essays, this comic. Other projects. Work. Family. Other. Self introspection and self delusions.
Pobodys Nerfect, right?
Remain in Light.
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