Forgive me
Many changes this year. Necessary things. I’m not old enough to talk about these end times. Nor do I have the authority. Those who share the holy breath are given the words.
Behind these scenes: sketching every day. A new writing project is coming, hopefully. It depends on when some of these “changes” come to fruition. The old man (of the self) is dying. There are still times I look at him, but if I stare too long I become like a pillar of salt (and ash). This is the time of the substitute Christ spirit, it prevails in every aspect, trying to claim our hearts, our minds, our souls, through the flesh.
Many things have to change (for the better we all hope, but there is only one hope that is truly Best). Oh if only I could tell you what needs to be told, but it is not up to me, not even here. So many “secrets”, how to find healing and that leads to something else.
I don’t know when I will get a comic back up, perhaps sooner rather than later. I do find that if I talk about certain things they don’t happen. On that note, thank you dear Reader for all of your love and support over the years.
Moses and his brothers served in the court of Holy Prince Boris. After Boris’ martyrdom, Moses escaped to Kiev where he was captured and taken to Poland, and then sold as a slave to a wealthy and depraved widow. The woman attempted to seduce handsome Moses into debauchery, but he had vowed to live in chastity before the Lord and he remained steadfast. She tempted him with marriage and riches but he refused and secretly received monastic tonsure from a traveling Athonite hieromonk. Enraged, the wicked woman had Moses bound and beaten with iron rods until his blood soaked the ground. He was mutilated and emasculated. When the widow was killed during an uprising, Moses was freed. Bearing the wounds of a confessor, he traveled to the Kiev Caves monastery where he pursued prayer and silence. Christ gave Saint Moses the courage and strength to endure his grievous suffering and in turn he assisted many of his brothers in overcoming the fleshly temptations until he reposed in peace in 1043.
Still building some discipline behind the scenes. I pray I get a comic up soon, at least before the end of June. I don’t know when I will be able to continue working on my game. I’m going to hand it over to someone and have him take over and try to move/sell it.
I have some rather sizeable work projects that are taking up my time. There is also training for a thing. Which I am a bit behind in and need to push a little more.
Picked up a home renovation project that is scheduled NEXT weekend, not this one. Lots of planning is involved.
So much learning and so little time. Praise the Lord! Thank you all for your patience, may your day be Blessed!
Also, I am on day 28 of 5 minute sketching exercises. I am recovering from the previous weeks and am tyring to get back a regular workout and chanting schedule. SO much to do, so little time. My prayer could always use more improvement, that is the most important. Praying for my own salvation. Everything else, is part of God’s Will. How I react is up to me. God has Blessed with my life. Even my struggles. It always could be worse or better.
“A time is coming when men will go mad, and when they see someone who is not mad, they will attack him, saying, ‘You are mad; you are not like us.”
― St. Antony the Great