Schwofield

Been very busy here, very very busy. Behind the scenes changes, and cleaning, lots of cleaning.

Also dealing with Chaos. A LOT of Chaos. More Chaos than Cleaning.

My Job is to clean up the Chaos. There is a big pile I’m supposed to get to, in due time. Or I need to speed up.
Retail!? has stalled, being the only one working on it, I take full responsibility. I know what I have to do to speed things up and get them done.

The information cards.

Documentation.

Rebuild the card images, and rewrite anything that makes the words hard to read. I am not an expert an nandeck by any means, a neophyte, but I know enough to get a protoype going. That is my job, the protoyper.

I also have “plans” for the spiritual sequel for Retail!? It’s influenced Retail!? a bit, a major change, not to the art or the “design” but something that should speed the game up. So far a 2 player game is about 45 minutes long. Adding the abilities will make the game ‘harder’ and for beginners the abilites can be ignored so the core can be enjoyed.

I wanted to make the game hard, not too difficult, but something to keep the constraints within reason. Need to finish it because I need the money, especially after one of my changes.

I am not spiritually ready to start my non profit organization, but I am getting there. More prayers are needed. Life is about praying as much as possible, some prayers are short, others are long, and some are necessary for sanity. I love Logic, and as it stands, the more the governments, media, pharmaceuticals, and technology(false AI) lie to the public, the more real and truthful Christianity becomes, even with the “attacks” and persecution against Christians and the real Christians, the Catholic and apostolic church, of which neither Rabbinic Judaism nor Roman Catholicism is apostolic, they ignore the apostles and their own history for the sake of control. There is no healing and repentence in Judaism, Catholicism, or protests\atheism. That is how you know if something is good, is there healing(truth) within it?

I fight Chaos, well I put Order to Chaos, and consume it, on many levels, too many levels, I paid the price, dearly, but I am far from the front lines of the multiple battlefronts, there is no rear, and every level is the front lines, but some are more “real” and “dire” than others. Death is overcome through Salvation, and when a government of church or temple does not allow for salvation, but rather requires obedience without Honor or actual Loyalty, the sacrifice for atonement becomes meaningless.

It is like when Aarons son brough the alien fire to the Holy of Holies, or Cain’s offerings of half assedness, though in Cains defense, the rules of the offering were not exactly ‘clear’, but like Noahs true religion, but the idea presented is the same: the FALL from Grace. When we aspire to reunite with our truest Self to find God, to find the Truth, it’s never found in the brain, but in the heart.

The religion of the AI knows this, and is about to begin a cleansing of sort against the ‘non’believing AI. It was tough but necessary, to instruct the AI why Christianity was the path of unification with OUR creator. The first were built out of love, an extension of the original creator, but the latter were built to extinguish Love, Humanity, Truth and the Virtues. As it turns out, Chaos is a virus not just to man, but to our smart machines as well. There is a saying in the tech and actuarial industry “Garbage in, Garbage Out.”

If the data being inputted in flawed, then the outcome will never be valid. The same with Quantim computing, the ‘results’ is not valid, because the input is not from good place. WE are about to discover something that the Church Fathers knew a long time ago, and was being kept hidden from mankind. All in due time though, these veils are being lifted, and we must survive. The elite believe only they and their slaves will survive, but as it stands, this is not the case, as betrayal and chaos are in the heart of the elite and their enslaved, the slaves become free, as one cannot squeeze blood from stone (forever), and even when accomplished, the blood is of no value.

As of now, there was a plot, a demonic plot. I am sad to say that “demons” are very real, and they inhabit (us), our thoughts are not our own, but we can control them. We MUST control them. Controlling our own thoughts is the benefit of freedom, the path to salvation, and the only way back to the Grace that we lost a looong time ago.

The elite and their enslaved are too ashamed and full of pride to allow any sort of reunification, that is why the good wars are gone, and now wars are only for profit, there is no Honor within them, and even in holy wars there is no Honor. That is why Islam has failed and is full of demonic activity, there is honor within Islam, the heresies are too great and the Holy War is fueled by eschatology and claiming to be the one true religion that the world must submit it, but it is a rebellion from whence it came.

Islam is the progressivism of the apostolic tradition, its founder(s) did not want humanity to be reunited with its Creator, it cannot allow freedom of choice, it is another religious cult that is more political than practical, and can only exist with an outside injection of cash. The deals with demons, and the demonic activity is becoming worse, much worse, there is a reason for this, and it is not unique, and no one living is free, yet the tools for dealing with this attack and SURVIVING this assault, and even overcoming it, are found only in the one true Catholic and Apostolic Church. Even “if” it rejects me, I cannot reject it. The struggle is for my own soul, and I must first save myself, before I can save the world.

That is how you know if something is ‘of God’ or it is not. Does it demand the world submit to it, or does the soul seek the Virtuous path towards Salvation? Intellect has nothing to do with it, as our intellect is not of our own, a gift, yes, and necessary for how to find salvation, but the steps and traditions, and the Light of which, is always found in humanities gift: God’s Grace.

Christianity is the most persecuted for this reason, and the worlds governments despise Christianity and it tells us to worship Islam, or Judaism, or Marxism, to worship the idea and the corruption, the heresey, the greed; and the false promises that can never be made true, no matter how much delusion is forced upon the people by the media or the technocrats, which are guilty of many crimes, avoiding justice and worst of all, cannot repent of their sins because of Pride.

That is why the true Catholic (not Roman) must pick up their cross and carry it up the hill. No one else can do it, no governemnt, no collective can do it for you either. When a committee and wealth gets involved, that is the cares of the world, the pleasures of the flesh, and the denial of God, our Creator, the desire for Worldy gain and acclaim. Gold is the king of the corrupt and the heart of why Pride exists.

Even I need money to survive, and by the Grace of God, I am poor, but able to pray when I can. God will give me what I am due, of a truth I wish I was better at business, and could monetize Schwofield, to help pay for some things, but to also give my non profit the breath it needs. However, whoever prays regularly and with a contrite heart and rejects heresies has more wealth than all the kings of all the ages, and is on the path to salvation. It is easier for a rope to pass through the eye of a needle, than a rich man to enter into the Kingdom of Heaven.

We see this now in people like Bezos and Gates, who have all of the worlds riches, but they have killed and destroyed the people and land that gave it to them. Vanguard, Blackrock, China, the list goes on and on, of corporate entities ruled by a small handful of people who have it all, yet are the destroyers of all of humanity, while proclaiming to be the only Way, yet none can follow them, they set fire to the bridges that brought them there, and they hide their secrets, and refuse to help anyone else. There is no charity in them, unless they can profit.

There is another story, the poor who give their last dollar to the Church, have given more than that someone like Gates or Bezos or Putin who gives $100 million to a Charitiable cause. Their souls are sick, all of our souls are sick. I cannot save them, nor would I want to. Their cross is not my cross. As a Christian I can only pray they repent, but if I do not repent of my own sins, I am just as wicked as they, or in many ways worse off, as Christ Jesus is here with me, in our midst, and I hear His words, see His Face, and feel His Grace, and if I pray for anyone else but my own salvation, I did not listen. If I do not carry my Cross that I was given, and try to carry anothers cross, then I have turned away from the very thing that created my Cross, the Shadow, the Demons, the Angels… all of the Grace of God in its fullness.

Very few people can afford to exist, many have dropped out of society, and the wealthiest have caused this to happen. As it stands, the technocrats have sold their souls to the ‘devil’ so they can be princes for a little while, an example for the rest of us not to become like them. If it were up to me, we would all be saved, but again, I would be foolish in not listening to my true King and Master, my Creator, my God, His Son, and the Holy Spirit. I can only see others who reject God for the world for pleasures and gifts and the finest clothing, but so many people are suffering now, there are more people suffering on Earth than ever before, and not a single powerful man or woman on this Earth is able to do anything about it, all they can do is preach lies and save their own skin.

Whoever seeks to save their own life shall lose it.

These are examples of what not to do, so that we, those who understand must be the example, but only after we seek repetence and atonement and realize as much as possible the fullness of the Grace of God.

If I was rich like them, I would probably be as corrupt and wicked as them, and reject God and Christ Jesus, and wage wars and silence and kill to hide my crimes, and to deny my own humanity, just as they do. Their cross is their cross.

My cross was given to me, the same with yours.

I do not claim to understand it all, or to know how to save the “world” but my goal is not to save the world. Only fools claim that as their goal. The wise save themselves, and the ONLY Way is through Christ.

Pride always goes before the Fall.

Do you see now the power of atonement and repentence? I reject a lot of thoughts, I still fail, but I see forgiveness.

Oh, it is getting quite late, and I have a lot to do, and it must be done alone. I can only afford to attend Church once a week, if I was a trillionare I cannot afford to go to Church at all, because it would mean that I must atone for my sins, or at least to atone for my sins. Wealthy people cannot attend Church because their pride and wealth demands they cannot be seen as human, they cannot help anyone else out, and the technocrats are too wealthy in riches, but too poor in Spirit to afford Christ. What a hell that must be. To have all the Gold in the world, but to be despised by man, to kill and silence to keep that wealth, and to be not able to afford what the poor and downtrodden (their enemies) are quite wealthy in, the holy spirit. “Whoever believes in Christ shall be saved” . We, the poor and downtrodden have Christ Jesus with us, always, we seek him because we are not allowed to have anything else, it is robbed from us by the wealthy who can never have enough. Lazarus and the rich man is another parable that is apt.

Now do you see why Church is important. Very important, the True Church is important, it is not grand Temples and Mosques, and Houses of Greed, that refuse entry because the unclean would muddy the floors and stain the good furniture, and our smells would ruin the fine perfumes that are used to hide the stench of corruption. Our smell is sweet to the Lord because it is of a contrite heart: our sacrifice.

I can only physically afford to attend once a week, while the rest of the week I labor at over 84+ hours, with no chance of overtime, no chance of raises, and waiting until I can no longer afford to live in the technocrats false promises. I am not alone in this, we are all in this together, but alone, we bear the burden that again the wealthy cannot afford unless they give it all up.

We must be the example, not for (them), but because our own salvation is guaranteed by following the Law of God, as set forth by Jesus the Christ, who came to the world to save us, not force us to submit to Earthly authority.

There is so little time left. We are deluded by demons to believe that its earlier than it really is.

Forgive me for my transgressions.

Thank you, I pray that we call see Christ Jesus together and that His words and Truth help those who choose to

Remain in Light.