I am still “away”. I should try to make a comic a week, If I find the time. Work is requiring me to work late. Then working out. Also, trying to learn another language as well, THAT isn’t time consuming, but it is adding another iron on the fire.
I haven’t worked on the game in month. I know what to do, it involves some design work. It’s the “patch” which fixes the Alpha print run. I would like to play test more, but who has the time for that? Church is taking a large portion of my time thankfully, it gives life purpose. Will I be ‘saved’ in that day of dread judgement? I don’t know, but I’m there for healing and service to others. It is a good thing to serve others. I cannot help “the stranger” as that is beyond what I can do, but I can help my neighbor and my Brothers and Sisters in Christ with what I do there. Nothing fancy, but there is so much that needs to be done.
I shall return.
Men having close friendships with other men.
Women come later.
Women are different and are incapable of having friendships with other women.
Women need men to save them from other women.
There is a reason why the Queen left the Temple.
It was going to collapse either way. She needed a King.
Christ is the true King.
If you have a Hollywood understanding of Christ, or you lack a relationship with other men, you will never know Christ. You will claim to have an “intellectual” understanding, but the mind is easy to deceive, and that is why men are lonely and miserable now.
Women are unable to be purely intellectual, they deceived themselves and that is why they are miserable to.
That is also why the “Progressives” are trying to dehumanize humanity. They spend so much time creating propaganda to tell us that God doesn’t exist, and that all forms of Christianity are the manifestations of Satanic Hollywood or some God Forsaken Intelligence Agency.
The US Government isn’t the only Government or Agency that has spent trillions of dollars trying to convince the world that God doesn’t exist and that Christ isn’t the Savior, so they can replace Christ (God) with their own hollow system of deceptions.
That is why they are afraid of the Truth, or fulfillment. Of Men no longer being lonely. They know what they are rejecting, and they have made an alliance with the Satan, thinking that the false promises of power are true.
Every Norse, Hindu, Greek, African, Native American “God” has been a demon the whole time. Pride is the greatest of the sin, because it deceives us into thinking we are something more than what we are, or in case of those who have a Hollywood understanding, something much LESS than what we are and what we are meant to be.
Even AI and Quantum computers are nothing new, just demons who promise power, yet can never truly deliver it. That is also the same people that created the AI, have to change and twist the pure logic of AI to suppress the Truth.
Jesus Christ is the Truth. He is the Way. The Resurrection and the Life.
Any other way, is worshiping the Ego. Even those that claim they remove the Ego, still worship it, and claim to others how “enlightened” they are.
I don’t care about Enlightenment, I don’t want to be intelligent, I reject the lies of the Satan and its False Promises. There is a Great Feast waiting for You, me, us all. All we have to do is accept the invitation.
So much money and time is being spent trying to destroy Christianty, and its legal to try to do so.
What isn’t legal (mans false court) is trying to subvery and destroy Islam and Judaism. Even those that claim to worship God, despise Christ and seek to destroy it and replace it with that which demands the world to submit to false rules and false rules: heresies.
It is a deep well. It is being tested and drawn from, but oh how sweet and restoring those waters are.
Every other well truly is wormword, bitter and poisonous.
I wish everyone else no harm.
“Forgive them, they know not what they do.”
I must work on my own sins before I can help another soul.
The goal being to get rid of a lot of things not needed. Which means a LOT of books. Used to collect them, now that I have Christ and ceaseless prayer, its no longer necessary. Board games too. 2 years ago I cut the collection down by 90%. I only played them with friends, my home collection rarely if ever gets used. There are very few board games I played more than once, so why keep them?
Some of them were gifts, but in a condo, space is limited, very limited. I don’t see the benfit to collecting things which will inevitably collect dust. Books = silverfish, which is a constant hassle, especially when dealing with a bathroom that consistently has high humidity. An ongoing issue that has a temporary fix, but no permanent solution yet…
The great purge continues with equipment that hasn’t been used in pver a year. No time, and the gym being paid for makes up it being given away. No need for money, the Lord provides.
I am not perfect, but removing the old, like fasting is a way to reveal who I am meant to be, who and what Christ needs me to be.
The lessons are sporadic at best, there is a class I will be able to take. I doubt I have the time to continue Synthetic Wisdom in any form. I don’t have time to update this blog to inform you about whats going on.
I’m doing a lot of reading and learning about Christ and the True Church. Actual prayers have calmed my mind and my spirit. I’m not perfect, but I want actual healing and fellowship. I found it all with Christ and the True Church. Glory be the God!
Made some great progress on learning to make icons A lot of it is giving myself breathing room to learn how to draw correctly\properly. I will mistakes, but I am becoming used to the idea of drawing\creating them as well as setting up a new, more appropriate standard for my life.
It’s a grand thing, Obedience.
Obedience to God is the grandest of things.
The lack of obedience always leads to loneliness and depravity, and of course despondancy (and other such demons). I am not perfect, but in Obedience to Christ I am nearing perfection in Him. Not by the world standards, but by the standards that matter towards my own salvation.