Schwofield

I’m learning a lot in this “second” life. It is reality. Since my focus hasn’t been on this electronic world, its been more focused on what’s most important: Christ.

I am more wary and cautious of what I upload. The comic, no, it’s always my best work, it could be better, yes I am aware of all the flaws and more, it’s always lacked “focus”, but time to focus appropriately is a scrifice I haven’t been able to make. Organic and raw.

These missives. Are another thing. I am glad I am seen more as a fool than a wise man.

A lot has changed over these decades, my understanding as well, and at times the light of truth, uncreated, existing, eternal, occasional brighten my path.

It’s the choice to either Bless or Curse. The Truth is a Blessing, and a Lie is a Curse. How does one recognize the Truth through, how would anyone discern the Truth without Christ, the Creator (of all things) made incarnate? Getting close is no easy task.

That is why I now struggle with these kinds of expression. Not vanity, but not eventually leading towards Christ. It has nothing to do with (you), it’s part of the personal expression. Most of my aspects of expression are vanity, but they all cannot be. Some more so than others, this is towards the least in, for a reason. To keep a certain ‘danger’ at bay.

Again, not for (you), but again, for my own expression towards or away from Christ. I have no control over anyone else, but my own actions, like choosing which thoughts to entertain, etc. The very nature of wrestling with those decisions, it a personal one.

When it comes to sharing of that personal expression, yes you could say there are verying degrees of what’s personal and what’s not. When you add ones relation to Christ the same way one treats another human being (and their own nous and the non human creation around it), that relationship is best formed as one to one, rather than a one to many. Time is a great factor THAT choice, especially when Time is equal to money.

Look at all i’ve written, a lot of words for nothing. I liked writing it though, it was “fun”, in this one to one way, rather than trying to write to a large audience where their exists, the “masses”, where different decisions can affect too many people if the Truth or Deception is strong enough.

Thank you again Dear Reader,

For all of your support over the years.