I’m making progress, baby steps even to getting into a groove.  I haven’t been sleeping that well, its a side effect of high anxiety and/or Lexapro, which I really like, but I still have “darker” moments.  Of a truth cartooning/writing is the only thing that can bring me out of it, and I did some self work to help conquer my weakness, or sloth.  Yes, I may have privilege, and that is part of what is holding me back.  I am holding me back from doing what I need to do in order to succeed.

On a good note, its raining, and this is the final test to see if I am good enough to move my computer out of my room and back into my office.  If that happens, I might just end up going back to hand drawing/inking as I am most comfortable.  At that point I could then try to go to digital inking and leaving the sketching up to paper, which would be nice.  This is how I help release the artist within, along with my other path.

Also, November is getting very close, and I really want to get started on my book.  While I am waiting for my appointment I’ll work on some more notes.  Then Sunday, if I don’t Minecraft, I will write.

Note to self: Create a personal schedule so I can work in learning SQL and get paid to draw my comic, if I work from the office and don’t go on site.  This a grand opportunity for me, and I want to get over the fear and get goin.  Wish me luck, ’cause I wish you the best, always.


“Who can it be now?”