I’ve made some changes in life.  Synthetic Wisdom hand drawn three times this week is the start.  I’ve also started waking up earlier so I can make more comics.  I’m starting to really enjoy my drawing time a bit more, (Toda Raba Hashem!) especially since time management has never been my strong suit.  These may not look much, but they are the best I can do, and I want to only give you the best.  Thinking of what I would like to do is overwhelming right now, so I’m trying to focus on the here and now.

Does this help anyone else?  Perhaps, it seems that other things in my life are tied into this “art” and I seem happier when I am drawing more. I am trying to get a comic done before work so I can start the day off on a good note.  Its important to start the day off right so I can do other things, like my job… and learn more.   I’m not at the point I can take over yet, but with the proper support I could.  I’m going to get my heart broken again tonight (e’ery Shabbas is a sad one), so the proper support won’t arrive, meaning I need to get my stuff together.

I’m learning PHP for work.  I’m supposed to know a lot more SQL but other than reading and editing reports I don’t know how to do anything with it unless tasked.  There are a host of applications I want to write so my work much easier to do so I can focus on getting things done quicker and better so I can take on more clients.  There is a program or two that are supposed to make life easier, but they’re a living nightmare to deal with.

There HAS to be a better way to do this.  I don’t know yet.. I’ll keep plugging away, and though I lack the confidence now, tomorrow will be different.

Spinachs new design is making me enjoy art a bit more.  I don’t know how to really proceed other than to keep drawing my strips until I am able to tell the stories I want to tell.  Until then, more conversations about things and stuff.  Good luck on all of your projects (unless youre evil.. in which case I cannot support that at this time).